Whenever... a strong feeling(an expression, very often used by me) rushes thru my veins... I am gripped by the strong notion to write something... often inspired by people too...keep a record of things...actually it does help...keeping a record...u can introspect... definitely u can...and that automatically helps... if u implement the positives out of it...watever happens thru out the day... helps u develop into a more accomplished human being...for self and for the society too..
Talking about society...does it really exists today... i mean...wen i was in school...we had a bunch of ppl..united together and unntited for uniting the batch...bt it seems to me very much impractical these days in the external world...(here, I take the opportunity to thank God for making it a Mortal world)...u cant just afford to do this..its like..personally u may remain satisfied...bt ppl have nothing to think bt of bitching about u..."oye, dekh na...bond ban raha hai."
I dint give a damn. Hardly mattered if ppl said something against me...thought ..I m correct ...and for me...Its is the most important thing..self satisfaction...Often heard of sat-chit-ananda --I used to enjoy it... bt at a stage of life...or rather a phase of life...it comes down to u as an individual...wen u feel ki it does matter.. ppl talking around u...behind u...the height of tolerance...the depth of selflessness...the saturation point...
U start thinking differently...ppl misinterpret ur intentions...ur happy-go-lucky nature thorns the balloon of others' ego....EGO...the worst possible element of the society... arth,kaam,lobh,ghamand,krodh.....err....krodh tops my list though....still...EGO is horrible...bt wen the patience saturates...EGO is induced....this induced ego... I wud say is not EGO...bt swaabhimaan...self respect...which is one of the most essential element of maintaining discipline in ur personal life...u introspect...u realize ki u werent wrong...may be the person u were dealing with was wrong...or the situation...still...ur point is nt proved...its ur loss if u think of the society...bt its All izz well for u if u r content wit ur self satisfaction....seen a lot if things in this 21 yrs of my life... and presently...at this phase...wat i think is of the later.... :)
I m in luv wit maself rite nw...and I am quite happy to be doing this.... and thats why..finally.... after a long long period since registering to blog... This is my first... Thanks a lot to Miss Neelakshi Joshi.... my constant source of inspiration...whom I admire and Respect to the highest possible degree.... I have come across a very few wonderful and amazing and extraordinary ppl in my life... u r 1 of them.. thnx mam....this one's for u...
Yours in the service of humanity,
Ashu
the first step is the hardest and you have taken it.......hope the good work continues ......
ReplyDeletePretty thoughtful words .
ReplyDeleteMy dear friend, as you so meaningfully pointed out to the situation now, and the situation then , i may point out , that not everyone in your peer group has fallen into the same level of maturity and understanding as u have. In your case , i can surely say that it is your delightful childhood years that u have gained eyes which see far beyond the physical , but do see that the rest of them are engaged in what can be called " self preservation " of the age they are in. So as you already realize , be patient with them , bear with them , as when the time comes , it is you to whom the others will look to for better understanding and wisdom.
@ k....I hope that things work out nicely...
ReplyDeletesooner the better :)
and u r right.. its everything to do with my school days...if at all...