Tuesday, August 21, 2012

At Barch 4.25 yrs..

Again, A weird time, day to write... Lately, I have discovered, that I am a weirdo actually..!! Or is it just that I like being called a weirdo by myself... and by others too?? I do act weird.. I know that... Its all intentional..!! That keeps me happy.. Being really expressive... Wat people may call.. Weird..!! U act intentionally wen u r happy.. Wen u r upset, Its somebody else within who acts for u.. For a man cannot be himself/herself when upset. Each soul is potentially divine and divinity lies in bliss. 

Now then, Sincere apologies to myself for not writing all these days... I know.. Priorities..!! Had no plans of writing this piece either. Its just came.. Not all of a sudden though.. ;) Well, exams tomorrow... some say the last midsem of our life..!! Definitely not for me though.. I will be studying.. I will be teaching... And I wont be bad I am sure... Coz, again, I have discovered that this is actually the way I would be ultimately spending my life... I see myself jogging in the park on a cool sunday morning and students wishing me.. "Good Morning Sir...Morning Sir."..!! I seriously need to jog. Can't believe I have grown so fat...Plump..!! :( My school friends couldn't believe this either. Damn the knee injury..!! But then, Once I start playing regularly and a disciplined timetable.. That's it..!! Will be sports fit again... 

Hmmm... the title says," Ashu at Barch 4.25 yrs..." And this reads so coz its about my experiences as on date.. "Ghaat ghaat dariya me dooba hoon main." : D ..Learnt what? A lot of things.. A looooooooot of things.. But its not only the experiences which matter.. Until and unless you work on the conclusion of your experiences in a disciplined way.. Channelizing your energy.. U remain a fool..!! Wise is the word here and this definitely does not comes with your wisdom tooth... ;) So, Learnt what??

1. U and ur Family are permanent. Everything else is temporary.
                     With life priorities change. People come and go in your life. Sometimes they become so important and indispensable that you devote all your time..24x7... In a relationship, we have often heard.. Give ur partner some space... I guess its the other way round.. Give urself some space.. Take out some space for u and u only...And ur family.. A time will come wen u will think and finally do this ( like wat i am doing now ), but why to wait for something which is all your... A phase comes in ur life..wen u think...

"Dil mera lene kei khatir minnatein kya kya na ki...
kaise nazarein pher li matlab nikal jaane ke baad... 
Waqt saari zindagi me do hi guzarein hain kathin...
ik tere aane ne pehle...ik tere jaane ke baad........"

All Crap...!! : D

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2. Pyaar ek baar nahi.. baar baar hota hai..
                    All you need is a person whom u love more than you loved the previous one and the same person turning into the one who hurts u. : D 

Drama 1
Scene 1
Guy to Girl 1 : I love u.
Girl 1 to Guy : I love u too.

Scene 2
Guy to Girl 1: I love u so much. 
Girl 1 to Guy : I dont love u anymore.
Guy to Girl 1: Please dont say this. Can't love anybody else more than you. I feel like dying.
Girl 1 to Guy : Ok

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Kuch Mahine Baad.............. ( Just out of the depression phase..)Guy to himself, " Yaar wo ladki galat thi."



Drama 2

Scene 1
Guy to Girl 2 : I love u.
Girl 2 to Guy : I love u too.

Scene 2
Guy to Girl 2: I love u so much. 
Girl 2 to Guy : I dont love u anymore.
Guy to Girl 2: Please dont say this. Can't + Didn't  love anybody else more than you. I feel like dying.
Girl 2 to Guy : Ok



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Kuch Mahine Baad..............( Just out of the horrible depression phase..) Guy to himself, " Ab nahi padna in chakkaron me ."

 Drama 3

Scene 1

Guys sings within himself... thinking of the girl he has really started liking a lot...
" Tum paas aaye.... Yun Muskaraaye...."

Moral : Keep loving until u finally get married and society doesn't allow u to love anybody else. 
P.S : Society includes ur wife and it must include ur inner self too..!!
P.P.S(Very Important) : Love ur wife more than the sum of ur love with (Girl 1 + Girl 2 +.......+ Girl 'n' )

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3. You JUST CAN'T agree with the above point jab tak khud experience na kiya ho..!! Very very true..!! : D


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4. Never compromise with ur passion. If u havent discovered it yet. Do that before u loose the passion to be passionate. For me, its music,drama and spirituality.

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5. God has blessed every human being with an Aptitude. Its the Attitude which determines your Altitude.

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6. Positive attitude comes from spirituality.

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The list of goes on and on. But these are definitely the ones, I have understood well. Time to study now... Or visit Aziz's room. ;)  Will be back soon this time.